monochomilation

Cake

02/27 - 11:49am

100% serious email

i want you to marry me

and i am literally not even psychotic or despairing or limerence-drenched right now

i think i have been obsessed because you are literally what i want. you are genuinely who i want

and it really all depends on what you want too

because i want you to have whatever you want

like if you want to marry a man and have kids and live anywhere or something and also have a lesbian best friend why cant we just get triple married. i dont know if i want to be the one for you (dont know if i can live up to that title) but being the two is literally fine with me #polyamorydreams as long as you can find a way to love me for who i am

if it means i have to work on my mental health until i can support myself and not let myself slip then yeah. i should be doing that anyway. it's a bonus if i can trust it when you say you love me. maybe it would help if you'd just repeat yourself, sometimes

have your cake and eat it too. i want to bake for you